Well, I haven't been able to write much because we have had so much going on. We are no longer counting down the months, or weeks, or even days now; we are in the last few hours. As tomorrow gets closer we will begin to count down the minutes. Then, I will see my beautiful bride to be coming to join our lives together forever. I really can't wait till that happens. I am ready to be a husband and I am ready for Angel to be my wife. Things couldn't be more perfect. She is really everything I have wanted. She meets my every need, and I hope I do the same for her.
We are less than two hours away from going to rehersal and my nerves have been shot for days now. I try to put on a strong man front. But, I am really about to lose it inside. She keeps looking to me for reactions, but I hold them all within. I am trying to funnel every feeling and emotion I have into these words. I have only had a few hours of sleep each night, and each night has gotten worse. Last night I managed to squeeze in a weak two hours of sleep. I laid down today for ten minutes and it felt like I had slept for ten hours. I hope I can meet her ever expectation for this big day. I really want to make sure it is everything she has hoped for.
For some reason, guys don't dream of this day, and they don't plan out every detail like girls do. From the week we started dating she has told me she has dreamed and thought about how perfect she wants her wedding to be. I only pray that it is and will be. I know it will be perfect for me because I will be marrying the best girl in the world. No man could as for anything more.
I will try to write in the morning to express my final feelings before I go to the church.
Until next time,
Travis